I’m pregnant. No really, I’m pregnant. HOLY SHIT I’M PREGNANT.
For the last year I’ve been terrified that I’m an alcoholic. Somehow being pregnant makes that easier to admit. I did not like my relationship with alcohol and spent too much time with a full glass of wine googling “when to know if you need to quite”.
Right now I’m between 4-5 weeks pregnant and going on week two completely sober. AMAZINGLY, I FEEL SO GOOD. This may not last, I’m sure at some point I’d think about killing for a great gin martini… but right now, I’m not interested.
I’m super super grateful. I feel peaceful.